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Tarella Spirituality: listen to the heart speak
The Spirit is fire and flame,
a restless wind, a babble of tongues, an upsetter.
It is forever choosing the prodigal son over the dutiful brother,
the widow’s mite over large donations,
a lost sheep over 99 safe ones, !
a befuddled fisherman to become Peter,
an enemy of the church to become the apostle to the Gentiles . . . so why not you
The Lord said: "GO."
And I said: "Who, me?"
And he said: "Yes, you."
And I then said: "But I'm not ready yet.
And there's company coming.
And I can't leave the kids.
You know there's no one to take my place."
And he said: "You're stalling."
Again the Lord said: "GO."
And I said: "But I don't want to."
And he said: "I didn't ask if you wanted to."
And I then said:
"Listen! I'm not the kind of person to be involved in controversy.
Besides my family won't like it.
And what will he neighbors think?"
And he said: "Baloney!"
Yet a third time, the Lord said: "GO."
And I said: "Do I have to?"
And he said: "Do you love me?"
And I then said:
"Look! I'm scared.
People are going to hate me and cut me up unto little pieces
and I can't take it all by myself."
And he said: "Where do you think I'll be?"
And then the Lord said: "GO."
And I sighed:
"HERE I AM - SEND ME."
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